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Adult ChildrenShe pisses me off to the point when I just want to scream!We have a fight over something so pathetic!"I'll do it in a moment Mum."And I will. Okay, so sometimes the minute will turn into an hour.Or maybe a day, but it will get done!She tells me to stop being a child, and yet she yells, screams and shouts at me to do something, like a child, until she gets her own way!So I get annoyed, hate her, but do it.Then I go to my room and take my time to be angry with her.The door opens:"Thank you. Love you."The door closes...Stupid child. I can't hate her!
One BreathI breathe it in, knowing what it does.I roll it in my hand, I look at it.I flick,Flick away the ash.I put it to my lips, I breathe it in.It repeats.All i can hear in my head,I'm destroying something beautiful.And I'm doing this to me, no-one else.I flick it, flicking away my life.I look at it and wonder why I do it.Today I put it down, stub it out.But what about tomorrow?This stick is my life in MY hands.Rolling on my finger tips.To throw it away, would mean to save me life.But I'm welcoming it.I'm breathing in Death.
ChaptersAnother chapter of my life,Has now come to a close.I wrote about and read about,The wrong path that I chose.Hopefully I can tryAnd learn from my mistakeTo be more careful of theDecisions that i makeSo I'm turning the page,Not forgetting about the other,Not ready to start over,Just ready to start another.Here I go, out again.Take my tool and start mending.I'll put my pen to paper now,And prepare for a Happy Ending.